i find myself shivering. as in physically shivering. as if it were chilling, i guess the chill is from within. it felt really cold. boo. Lord, give me strength. i can't do this without You. i just wanna scream..

i think about you when you're not around,
my heart simply thumps when you are.
i need you beside me
to know you are safe.
then can my mind be at ease.